I am an empowered woman. I am strong, loving, nurturing, and loved. I feel on top of the world today. I have so many blessings in my life whether it is the people that love me and I love, the opportunities, the accomplishments, or the path that I am walking on this planet. I am proud of me. I love me and thought that it would be impossible for me to say that about myself. I will say it again. I love ME! I feel like the gods in Heaven are looking down on me with smiles upon their faces knowing that I finally figured it out. I just don't know how to describe the joy that I have in my heart right now. Do I have a lot of money right now? Hell no. Am I the richest woman in the universe? You bet your sweet ass that I am. I have no more worries about materialistic things in life anymore. I woke up just loving my life and everything and anything in it. I have forgiven the past for the turmoil and heartache that it has caused. I am no longer holding hatred in my heart. I am so ecstatic that I am alive on this Earth. When I think back to all the times that I should have lost my life whether it was at the hands of another or my own, I cringe to think how close I was to lose what I have right now. The family and love and joy that is the ribbons on the gift of my life. I am so proud to say that I am Susan. I am a survivor, I am a victim, a woman, a mother, a wife, a daughter, a human being, a creature, a spirit, a goddess, a person, a smile, a tear, I am the World, but best of all I am me.