I super cleaned part of my house yesterday and I am finishing up today. I did all the dishes, swept and mopped kitchen floor, swept and mopped bathroom floor, scrubbed the bathroom, steam cleaned kitchen and bathroom floor, dusted everything, pulled out the couch and vacuumed underneath it, went through the toys, and rearranged our big bookshelf. Today I have to reorganize our bedroom. Our aunt was living with us until about a month ago. Unfortunately she was arrested and it seems that she will not be coming home for awhile and now we have all her stuff here that we are putting in storage for her. I had to rearrange furniture to fit all her stuff in our two bedroom apartment and now I have to find new homes for everything, which is a huge pain. So now you can't really see the floor of our bedroom, but I am working on that today. I am anxious for the fall. I always seem to blossom in the fall for some reason. I just love the way the Earth looks with all the vibrant reds, oranges, and yellows. When David and I get married we are using reds, oranges, and yellows for the colors of the flowers. I have a wedding on the brain for some reason. Anyway, I better get started on my room of doom. I am downloading a video today of my little guy dancing and singing. I hope you will enjoy it.

Kitty

Today I have just been hanging out and reading some of my magic books. I am starting to become more interested in kitchen and garden magic and I got some new books about them. David is super sweet and bought me a new purse today. It is a red and black messenger bag that has a skull on it. I am not goth, but I absolutely adore it. I am getting a whole bunch of fairy patches to put on it. I love skulls, especially the symbolism in hispanic cultures of the skulls. So I had a really nice day. Plus, my man went out and bought me a purse all by himself. Its great to have a guy like that. So I have been reading and just enjoying being at home studfying. I am also starting my novel today. Hopefully within nine months to a year I will have it finished. I already have a publisher friend that is interested in my poems and such. You just might be reading the blog of a famous writer, lol. I am trying to start blogging everyday. I get jealous that everyone has a new blog everyday, so I am joining the club. Taylor just went home, she is my stepdaughter that comes and stays the weekends with us. I met a dear friend from the internet on Friday. I have talked to him everyday for six years and we finally met. He was just how I imagined him and we had a blast. His visits hopefully will becaome more regular. I just wanted to wish everyone a good Sunday night, going to go water my flowers and maybe take a walk. Talk to you all later.

Kitty

We just got word that David didn't get the job, but thats okay. We just now know a really cool place to go on vacation. We were prepared either way and we know that whatever is meant to be will be what actually happens. I am somewhat relieved because I was worried about leaving my family and friends. Well anyway, poor David cut open his toe late Sunday night. He had to get five stitches in his big toe, which is like the worst place to get stitches. Usually they would just remove the piece of skin that was detached, but since he is diabetic they didn't want to leave it open so they gave him stiches. It is a callus (spelled wrong probably) and they said that the skin will die because it is dead skin to begin with, but we have to really watch it for infections. There are no infections, he went to the doctor yesterday, and its healing really well. So thats what has been going on here. Thank you all so much for the encouragement and best wishes about the job. It makes me feel good that people actually read my blogs, lol. Talk to you all later.

Kitty

I am an empowered woman. I am strong, loving, nurturing, and loved. I feel on top of the world today. I have so many blessings in my life whether it is the people that love me and I love, the opportunities, the accomplishments, or the path that I am walking on this planet. I am proud of me. I love me and thought that it would be impossible for me to say that about myself. I will say it again. I love ME! I feel like the gods in Heaven are looking down on me with smiles upon their faces knowing that I finally figured it out. I just don't know how to describe the joy that I have in my heart right now. Do I have a lot of money right now? Hell no. Am I the richest woman in the universe? You bet your sweet ass that I am. I have no more worries about materialistic things in life anymore. I woke up just loving my life and everything and anything in it. I have forgiven the past for the turmoil and heartache that it has caused. I am no longer holding hatred in my heart. I am so ecstatic that I am alive on this Earth. When I think back to all the times that I should have lost my life whether it was at the hands of another or my own, I cringe to think how close I was to lose what I have right now. The family and love and joy that is the ribbons on the gift of my life. I am so proud to say that I am Susan. I am a survivor, I am a victim, a woman, a mother, a wife, a daughter, a human being, a creature, a spirit, a goddess, a person, a smile, a tear, I am the World, but best of all I am me.

Things are going so well right now that I don't even know where to start. I am so glad to say that I made the Dean's List at my school and I have also received numerous awards. David has a job offer and he has an interview on Tuesday and I am praying so hard that he gets it. If he does get this job we would have to relocate to Atlanta. I really hope that he gets this, not just because its a better job, but because its an opportunity to be somewhere different. I have lived here in Kansas City my whole life and I want to expand my horizons. I think that there would be a lot of opportunites in Atlanta that we don't have here in Kansas City. Anyway, the kids are doing really good. They are just blooming and its so cute to see the fine tuning of their little personalities shine through. My son will be 3 in August and he is in a nail polish phase right now. Its so cute. Today his nails and toes are red. Everyone except Papa thinks that its cute. He thinks that I am turning my son gay. I told him that if he is meant to be gay, hes going to be gay whether I paint his nails or not. Then he would marry a rich man doctor and take care of his mommy. lol. I think its cute, he likes it because mommy wears it and his best friend, which is sissy, wears it. Hes too pretty not to paint his nails. Anyway, I hope that everyone is doing great and may you all have the blessings that you deserve.

With much love,

Kitty